My history professor said once that "some people mess up more frequently." He went as far as implying that it's in their genetics. Well, after some careful consideration, I believe he's correct. And through some crazy luck of the draw or joke from God, I ended up with that gene. Goodness.
You know those times where you say something you shouldn't? Or when you don't say something you should? These happen to me so often! Why can't I spit it out or just shut up and why must it be so hard to tell the difference in the moment??? Ugh. I feel so confused and tired and frustrated right now. It's exhausting. To replay that moment over and over in your head, imagining how it went and how you wish it would have gone. And you can't quit. It's like a dvd with a deep scratch. I'm stuck on the same scene.
