So I haven't really posted in a while. This is not because I haven't had anything to say. No no no, now that's a ridiculous thought. I haven't posted because I've had too much to say. All these thoughts that are racing around in my head without any sort of common thing. What is my problem? Why can't I relax? Geez.
I'm not happy. At all. And I have this childish feeling that nobody is listening to me. And WOW can that make a girl angry. But what am I supposed to do? Yell and rebel? That's mature. I don't even know if I want to be mature. I'm in the mood to throw a big fit. And I would if I thought that would do any good.
I'm awfully blessed.
I'm awfully blessed.
I'm awfully blessed.
I keep telling myself that, but I'm still pissed off. I think what I want is for things to be easy. Even SOME things being easy would be good enough. But nothing is easy, everything is stressful, and I think I've hit my limit. It's something like 28 days until I move out of my house to go to college. I'm so excited, especially since I have the most wonderful roommate in the whole entire world. But I want someone around here to act like they're going to miss me. Good grief, people, can't you at least pretend?
And why are boys stupid? You know the only real thing I want from a guy? For him to say what he means and mean what he says. Anything else, I could work around but I need this part and I don't think there's one single fricking guy out there who can do it. Grrrrrr.
I don't even know what else to say. Not that that's all of what I WANT to say. No no no, there's definitely more however, I don't know how to convey it all to a blog. I'm a mess.
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