I'm awake at 6:53 in the morning right now and I've been up for just short of one hour. I can't sleep. Not even a little. I don't feel sleepy. Or tired. Or drowsy or anything of the sort. I just feel happy. And it's all because of this guy.
Guys, I know you're thinking I'm sounding really crazy right now. And maybe that's the truth. Maybe I'm nuts. But what I'm feeling is for real. It's harsh and it's loud and it's awesome. I've never felt this way before. I fell for a guy in 6 days. That's right. I did. Impossible? I would've said so too. And I didn't mean to. I mean, really, I have to move out in only 3 days, and I was NOT hunting for a new relationship just before I went to college. Don't be silly. That is like life's number one rule: Do not go to college tied down.
Well guess what, ya'll. I'm breaking it. You would too if you could feel this.
I don't want to go to college anymore. I want to stay right here with him. I trust him more than is healthy. I think about him constantly. He's not just a guy. He's something crazy and the timing is terrible, but what can I do?
I'm entirely hopeless. I'm a goner. I'm hooked. I'm stuck. And I'm happy about it.
