Thursday and Friday of this week I was at an event at Harding called Summer Stampede where we registered for classes and a ton of other things that really smacked me in the face that this Moving Out, Going to College, No More High School stuff is seriously happening an it's happening NOW. It's so crazy!! I'm so excited to see what's ahead for me and what God's plans for my future are, but goodness. I'm also as scared as I have ever been.
I'm the kind of girl that like to know.
"Where are we going to eat?" "I don't know, where do you want to?" "I don't care where, I just want to know."
That's me. All the time. Every day. About the silliest little things. But for college, I don't get to do that. It's probably for my own good. I mean, sure, I know who my roommate is and what my class schedule is, and those seem like big things but there is so much more I'm curious about!! I want to KNOW what it's going to be like.
High School wasn't a great experience for me. This fact has NOTHING to do with the classes or the people just several unlucky events mostly including medical things, so I honestly haven't done full-time school in a couple of years. And, yeah, I'm really freaking out about that. It just seems to me like before I try to tackle college I ought to practice and I'm completely out of the loop right now. Oh my.
I realize I'm being silly. That throughout my rough high school days and all those days before that God has taken great care of me. And "who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" Right??
But that's never stopped me from worrying before!! Ha!!
I just want it to be August so that I can get to Harding and have all my fears relieved. :) It's going to be a fantastic four years!!
