I'm a lot of bad things. I have more than one unattractive quality and I get that. I'm like everybody else. I'm terribly judgmental. I'm scared to death of way too many different things. I'm obsessive about order and neatness. I worry about small things that shouldn't matter. I'm too cautious. Too careful. Too concerned. I'm curious. I'm nosy. I ask too many questions and I don't always believe the answer given to me. I like proof and certain. I have a few too many lazy days. I don't like to keep secrets. I cry easily. And I hate germs. I don't handle being picked on very well- I hate being the butt of a joke. I'm picky. I'm bossy. Forgiving isn't one of my talents and even when I am able to forgive, I'll NEVER forget. I don't take tests well. I'm a stresser. I'm weak. And dependent. I like the idea of being protected. I'm childish too.
And these were just the things that came to me quickly!! Off the top of my head!!
But everything listed above is not the main focus. Listing my faults isn't what I'm trying to do here. I was simply making a point. Telling all that's wrong with me was for the sole purpose of contrasting what I'm about to say::
I am not fake.
I'm brutally honest and I never pretend. I won't ever tell you that I think you have a great idea when, in actuality, I think you could do better. I won't laugh when I don't get the joke. I won't go along with a plot I think is hateful or ugly for your entertainment. I won't tell you I am one way, when I'm another. I won't pretend to be what you want to get you to like me. And I won't pretend to like you if we don't get along.
I am so so so so so so so so so so far away from perfection. But at the end of the, I am who I am. What you see is what you get and you can bet on it.
You could do me a favor and offer the same in return.
